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[pyrighteous]

[ Titan. That’s so much worse. Hunter draws in a couple of shuddering breaths. ]

They’re not here. And - they can’t find you.

[othellovonryan]

[The remaining Kraang could escape. She could find them. But that isn't the worst part.]

[The worst part is he could find them if he wanted.]

[It's hard to stop, now that he's admitted it.]

The Kraang are horrible. They don't....it's not that you're buried. Replaced. They just....

It feels so good once you're under. It would be so easy to give in to them because they shove whatever feeling they need out of you and make it....amazing.

If I wasn't still communicating with Mikey, if he wasn't there to remind me why I was there....

[pyrighteous]

… then you’d have let them, huh.

[ It’s not judgement. Just acknowledgement of the dire facts. Hunter can’t say he’d do any better in that situation. ]

I know you said you got into an argument with Eddie, but - he has this ability where he can sync up with people. Kind of access your mind. And Max can enter dreams and fight them.

If something like that happened to you, Mouse would help. No question.

[othellovonryan]

[Voice still quiet. Soft because it's....it's a lot to admit.]

Probably. I would have been losing faster. It's....always been difficult for me to control my emotions and being such an amazing piece of technology on top was....

[There's another hard shiver.]

Eddie and I should be good. I know he'd help, but...

But my mind wouldn't be safe.

[pyrighteous]

[ Hunter gives a faint little shrug. ]

Unfortunately, I’m kind of an expert at navigating difficult mindscapes.

… and even if not, I’d do it anyway. You’re my friend, Donnie.

[othellovonryan]

[oh no]

[There is some muffled cursing against his side and he just curls up tighter against him, face very buried.]

[There might be a wet spot there because that was One Too Many Feelings.]

[pyrighteous]

[ Oh poor Donnie. It’s okay, Hunter has been crying a lot himself as well.

He just stays close then, holding the turtle not-a-demon close. Flapjack also flutters over to peep and cuddle. ]

I’ve got your back.

[othellovonryan]

[He]

[Needed this. Pizza supreme in the sky, he needed this. Needed the reassurance so eone would have his back even for the stupidest, perhaps most self destructive of tendencies. If being tempted by the Kraang could be called that.]

[To have the physical reassurance.]

[He missed his family and the security they brought for things like this.]

Hopefully it won't be needed. Hamato subconsciouses don't play nice. I can't imagine my mind would move any easier then Dad's.

[pyrighteous]

Oh, yeah. I’m not pretending it would be fun. Or easy.

[ Obviously not. From what he knows of Donnie, Hunter thinks acknowledging that truth is the right move here. ]

But you’re also not Belos. Whose mind I absolutely have been in.

[othellovonryan]

.....please tell me that isn't where you had the reality check about him.

[pyrighteous]

It. It was.

[ He slumps against Donnie’s back. ]

And I still didn’t believe Luz until the very end.

[othellovonryan]

[The worst way for an abuse victim to figure out the truth-]

[His hand is gonna reach up to pat his head.]

You figured it out. It was hard, but you did it.

[pyrighteous]

[ He leans into that, allowing it. ]

I - was so stupid! I was STILL ready to go back to him if he’d had even a halfway reasonable explanation for all the guard corpses!

[othellovonryan]

You weren't stupid.

You were a kid.

[pyrighteous]

If that’s the case, then I’m still a kid.

[ He deflates after the outburst though. ]

[othellovonryan]

Of course you are.

It does not matter how many end of the worlds you survive or big bads you face or near death experiences you have.

You can be extremely competent dealing with all that stuff and still be a kid.

[As evidenced by how his face is buried against Hunter while talking, soaking up affection and comfort to deal with nightmares.]

[Ones he has preventing the apocalypse, but sometimes age and dealing with crazy stuff are just a weird combo.]

[pyrighteous]

[ He’s silent a moment, but… that gesture is not lost on him.

Slowly, Hunter relaxes. ]

Yeah. Yeah, we both are.

[othellovonryan]

Yes.

No one wants to be wrong.

Especially wrong for a long time.

And then love is involved, I am mostly sure it would have been more concerning if you immediately accepted he was a terrible person.

[pyrighteous]

R. Right. He was the only family I’d ever known. I loved him more than almost anyone in the world.

[ A peep from Flapjack. ]

Of course I love you more, Flap.

[othellovonryan]

Flapjack definitely a better choice. He gets family values.

[There is a pause.]

It is also expected that you still love him. [That is the normal psychology according to books.]

The important part is you don't let him get to hurt you anymore because of it. Other than the grief.

[pyrighteous]

[ Hunter nods at that, smooshing his cheek down against Donnie’s back. ]

I’m trying. But - it’s like your scars, right? They ache in new ways as you heal.

[othellovonryan]

True.

[Or go numb which also isn't great.]

Mostly it feels important to reinforce that fact. Dr. Feelings says its very important to validate feelings, especially the ones that don't make sense.

That...

If you feel negatively on the feelings existing in the first place, it will be more difficult to make peace with them and move on from there.

I think that's it.

[pyrighteous]

That ... makes sense. I guess. I don't really want to think about those things sometimes, though.

[othellovonryan]

[He hums.] Understandable.

[What is dealing with feelings, this is why he didn't talk about his nightmares For Months.]

[He probably still wouldn't have if he hasn't been running thin since he got here and the cold made him sleep.]

Its easier to just not think of it....but usually I don't sleep much to be forced to.

[pyrighteous]

[ A small nod at that. ]

Except when it's cold like this?