othellovonryan: (The most unsure)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-19 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
True.

[Or go numb which also isn't great.]

Mostly it feels important to reinforce that fact. Dr. Feelings says its very important to validate feelings, especially the ones that don't make sense.

That...

If you feel negatively on the feelings existing in the first place, it will be more difficult to make peace with them and move on from there.

I think that's it.
othellovonryan: (phone 2)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[He hums.] Understandable.

[What is dealing with feelings, this is why he didn't talk about his nightmares For Months.]

[He probably still wouldn't have if he hasn't been running thin since he got here and the cold made him sleep.]

Its easier to just not think of it....but usually I don't sleep much to be forced to.
othellovonryan: (phone)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 10:22 am (UTC)(link)
[He nods.]

Instinct is one of the few things to overpower the inability to silence my mind.
othellovonryan: (This is just my life)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 10:35 am (UTC)(link)
I would say never good. Sleep takes up so much time.

Mikey and Raph are of the opinion winter is the only time I have a healthy sleep schedule.

The nightmares are definitely a con.
othellovonryan: (You let go)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 10:39 am (UTC)(link)
They are. Why can't my mind just process everything while I'm awake? It has enough power to do that.
othellovonryan: (phone)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 10:42 am (UTC)(link)
[He sighs.]

It would be. Unfortunately.

[A pause.] Do you often have nightmares?
othellovonryan: (Eh whatever)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
You can always come hang out with me if you can't sleep.

I'm usually working on something if I'm awake, but I'm used to the occasional company. Or the company sleeping on me while I work.

[Leo doesn't sleep much either.]

[For different reasons.]
othellovonryan: (phone 2)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 11:11 am (UTC)(link)
Just text me. There is an ninety-five percent chance I'll notice my phone.

[And very little on any knocking of doors.]

[Honestly, he's not even used to Having A Door, so there is no preparation to notice it.]

Otherwise just come through the window.
othellovonryan: (Eyebrow raise)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 11:24 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure why. I can defend myself.

[Listen, he hasn't connected that they would be as concerned as he would be if he saw someone hovering outside their windows.]
othellovonryan: (This could be a problem)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 11:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Math lady meme.]

Surprises can be unpleasant, I suppose.
othellovonryan: (That's weird)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess that's fair.

I just find windows convenient. [Also doors were a rarity in his home life.]
othellovonryan: (blep)

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2022-10-20 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Exactly. Climbing too. So much less awkward then walking through the whole place.

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