Uh-huh. I've never had to do what you've done, but if I did, I dunno if I'd have the courage. You had to look at your whole life and change your perspective to get where you're at now. Admitting that things were wrong, when you always thought they were normal... that takes a lot of strength.
[His gaze follows Hunter's. Still getting used to that, but it's a positive change, right? So many of them are positive changes, even if it's strange or new or complicated. It really is healing.]
Healing always takes so long. But it feels good to bandage things up... when you take it off later, it looks so much better than how it started.
[Sort of like revisiting sore issues after a few months of letting your heart mend.]
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Yeah? You are?
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[He kisses the top of Hunter's head.]
That's the kind of strength you've got.
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He nods, sniffling a little. ]
I never thought of it as a strength... just that it was hard.
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[He keeps petting through Hunter's hair, holding him close. It's good to be strong but also okay to need to be coddled sometimes, too.]
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Thank you - um - thank you. And sorry.
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Sorry for what?
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You're not! Not even a little work!
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He's had his share of breakdowns and disaster moments too! Mutual non-destruction, it's part of why they function well.]
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I don't mind putting in the work for you if you put in the work for me.
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[Casey smiles brightly.]
So, should I apologize for being work, too?
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Then you don't need to apologize, either! We should be saving those for when we actually mess up.
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[ Oh. he gets the point. it took him a second. ]
I ... I guess you're right, huh...
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[They probably wouldn't have bonded so well if they weren't.]
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[ No. Not his uncle. Not his uncle EVER AGAIN. ]
... Being perfect seemed good. I'm glad it's not.
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He wasn't perfect, either. For him to expect you to be is crazy.
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Sorry. I'm supposed to be helping, not making you feel worse.
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I don't feel worse. At least, I don't think so. It's just sore? Like healing.
[ He looks down at his left hand, waggling those new fingers of his. ]
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[His gaze follows Hunter's. Still getting used to that, but it's a positive change, right? So many of them are positive changes, even if it's strange or new or complicated. It really is healing.]
Healing always takes so long. But it feels good to bandage things up... when you take it off later, it looks so much better than how it started.
[Sort of like revisiting sore issues after a few months of letting your heart mend.]
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Yeah. That's exactly right.
When I think about how I was before...
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Your smile's changed a lot.
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[ It's true, of course, but not what he was expecting. ]
Really?
[ Now he's getting out his relic to check selfie history. ]
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