pyrighteous | [IC] [Snek] DREAM JOURNAL

WELL THAT WASN'T THE BEST START, HUH JOURNAL
I THINK LUZ WOULD CALL HIM A SLEEP PARALYSIS DEMON?
BECAUSE I SORT OF DREAMED ABOUT WAKING UP, EXCEPT I COULDN'T MOVE, AND I WAS LOOKING OUT TOWARDS THE WOODS FROM MY BALCONY AT MOUSE
AND I SAW HIM

I DON'T LIKE HIM MUCH
SOME NIGHTS I SEE HIM COMING CLOSER
HE SEEMED PRETTY FAR AWAY TONIGHT THOUGH
FOR A MOMENT I THOUGHT I SAW SOME OF BELOS'S OOZE ON HIS CLOAK BUT IT DISAPPEARED

THIS IS WHY I HATE SLEEPING
ALSO WHY I DON'T ENJOY TURNING INTO A TREE

Edited 2023-01-27 23:44 (UTC)

THIS TIME I DREAMED ABOUT AN EVIL ORANGE
SHE WAS NOT AS SCARY AS MY PARALYSIS DEMON
BUT SHE WAS WEARING THE HUMAN TORTURE DEVICE KNOWN AS A BOW TIE SO I AM STILL VERY RESPECTFUL OF HER POWER

I AM NOT SURE HOW THIS HELPS ANYTHING BUT THERE YOU GO

Edited 2023-01-28 00:01 (UTC)

Edited 2023-01-30 18:16 (UTC)

LAST NIGHT WASN’T A BAD DREAM BUT IT WAS A LITTLE WEIRD
I DREAMED I’D GOTTEN A HOLD OF DONNIE’S STAFF FOR SOME REASON?
I DON’T REMEMBER WHY

BUT WHEN I PICKED IT UP IT HAD A PALISMAN, AND THAT PALISMAN WAS DONNIE
AND THEN ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS TURNED INTO PALISMEN AND WERE THERE TOO??
LEO WAS IN MY HOODIE

IT WAS REALLY CUTE
I DON’T WANT TO TURN MY FRIENDS INTO PALISMEN BUT I’D KIND OF LIKE TO SEE THAT NOW
IN REALITY I MEAN

Edited 2023-02-08 00:23 (UTC)

There is no entry tonight due to Hunter having been kidnapped by Donatello.

I GUESS I'M STILL MESSED UP FFROM BEING IN DONNIE'S BUNKER

UM

ANYWAY, I HAD A NIGHTMARE ABOUT BEING IN THAT CAGE AGAIN, AND DONNIE GRABBED ME
AND IT TURNED INTO ... THAT
DONATELLO, BUT BELOS
DONABELLOS?

I'M REALLY AFRAID FOR HIM
I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON BUT
I DON'T WANT HIM TO HURT ME, AND I WANT TO FIX WHATEVER'S GOING ON

THIS ONE ... SHOULD HAVE BEEN SCARY, PROBABLY, BUT IT MOSTLY JUST FELT
CALM?
PEACEFUL??

I UH. SO I BURIED MY ARM IN THE GARDEN BEFORE NOW
SINCE I LOST IT IN A GAME AND IT CAME BACK AS A WOODEN ARM, AND THE WOODEN ARM WAS FINE
I WAS THINKING ABOUT GOING ABOUT TO GET IT BUT ACTUALLY I FORGOT ABOUT IT

BUT I GUESS I BURIED IT RIGHT IN THE SPOT WHERE I ALSO DIED AND TURNED INTO A TREE
OOPS
GUESS THAT NIGHTMARE WAS INEVITABLE
THE PALISMAN SOUL FRAGMENTS FELT NICE IN THE DREAM THOUGH
WARM AND CONTENT
I DO THINK THEY REALLY LIKE THEIR NEW TREE

ANYWAY I DID DOUBLE CHECK AND THERE'S NO HAND COMING UP OUT OF THE GROUND IN FRONT OF MY TREE
JUST YOU KNOW, FYI
BUT I'M GOING TO KEEP AN EYE OUT

I DON'T KNOW IF THIS COUNTS AS A DREAM OR NOT

BUT I WAS IN SO MANY MINDSCAPES LAST NIGHT?
AFTERNOON?
VIKTOR'S WAS DEFINITELY THE MOST STRESSFUL, AT LEAST UNTIL I FOUND THAT HEALING POOL

IT FEELS ... REALLY GOOD
VIKTOR SEEMS ALARMED BY WHAT'S IN MY SYSTEM THOUGH
HE CALLED IT SHIMMER AND BASICALLY SAID THAT IT PROBABLY WON'T BE A PROBLEM HERE, BUT IF I STILL WANT IT WHEN I GET TO PILTOVER, IT COULD BE WAY WORSE
I DON'T WANT TO TURN INTO A MONSTER

BUT IT'S ALSO THE FIRST TIME I'VE FELT LIKE A REAL WITCH IN MY ENTIRE LIFE

I HATE FEELING INADEQUATE
I HATE FEELING BROKEN

I JUST WANT TO BE STRONG, AND PROTECT MY FRIENDS

WHY DOES IT HAVE LEGS NOW

Edited 2023-03-08 02:44 (UTC)

UH I LOST MY USUAL PENCIL

BUT I FOUND THESE MARKERS

ANYWAY THIS TIME I DREAMED THAT I REQUESTED THE PORTAL KEY BACK FROM A GAME, BUT IT CAME BACK WRONG
IT WAS CRACKED, AND THE BLOOD THAT CAME OUT WAS RED
INSTEAD OF BLUE, LIKE IT SHOULD BE

AND I KNEW IT WAS MY FAULT SOMEHOW??
FOR BEING ... ME
AND ALSO I COULDN'T REQUEST A REPLACEMENT SO THAT WAS IT
I'D TOTALLY RUINED IT FOR EVERYONE ELSE FOREVER

OBVIOUSLY THAT ISN'T REALISTIC BUT I WOKE UP CRYING ANYWAY
EMBARRASSING
ORION SAW ME FROM THE WINDOW AND GAVE ME A CONCERNED LOOK
THANKS, I HATE IT

OKAY I STILL CAN'T FIND MY PENCILS
I AM PRETTY SURE THEY'RE IN WITH MY SCRAPBOOKING SUPPLIES SOMEWHERE

ANYWAY I DREAMED ABOUT THOSE WEIRD CLOUD MONSTERS THAT FOLLOWED US HOME FROM THE LAST GAME
IT WAS A HAPPIER DREAM THAN THE PREVIOUS NIGHT'S
SO I GOT A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP
BUT FOR SOME REASON, LOOKING AT THIS PICTURE MAKES ME INCREDIBLY SLEEPY

[ This is a rather muddled picture. It depicts an underwater scene, with a bunch of muddy weeds in view; Hunter is reaching up towards a dim circle of sunlight above with green-black hands. ]

I KNOW WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE
BUT THIS WAS ACTUALLY KIND OF PEACEFUL?
I WAS AT THE BOTTOM OF THAT LAKE AGAIN, BUT INSTEAD OF DROWNING I COULD BREATHE
AND IT WAS NICE TO JUST FLOAT
IT WAS VERY SERENE
IS THAT A BAD THING?
THAT’S THE PLACE WHERE I DIED, AFTER ALL

[ This drawing is a clumsy self portrait of himself in his dance duds, looking quite sharp. He’s wearing the Piltover uniform that Viktor gave him. ]

OKAY THIS ISN’T ACTUALLY A DREAM BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS IMPORTANT
THIS IS WHAT I WORE TO THE DANCE LAST NIGHT
IT’S MY FIRST ONE
WAY LESS SCORING THAN I ANTICIPATED BUT
I GOT TO DANCE WITH LEO
I REALLY LIKE HIM, YFANKE
HE MAKES ME FEEL SAFE

THIS … WAS ANOTHER NIGHTMARE
BUT I DON’T REMEMBER ALL THE DETAILS
I WAS THE EMPEROR OF THE BOILING ISLES, AND I WAS TRYING TO GET REVENGE ON LUZ
FOR HURTING WITCHES??
AND KILLING MY UNCLE?
I THINK IN THIS DREAM SHE NEVER GOT THROUGH TO ME
OR MAYBE FLAPJACK NEVER FOUND ME
I DON’T KNOW
ANYWAY 0/10

I TOLD YOU, SOME NIGHTS HE’S JUST CLOSER
I DON’T LIKE HIS FACE!!
HE SHOULD LEAVE

[ This is a picture of the moon? Except there’s a weird face on it. It in fact appears to be that damn powerful orange’s grisly visage, in fact. ]

OKAY THIS IS SIMPLY TOO MUCH
WHY ARE YOU IN THE SKY, ORANGE
YOU SHOULD LEAVE
I’M NOT GOING TO HOWL AT YOU
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO BE A COOL WOLF

[ This is just a drawing of a bloody knife, amid a whole bunch of blood. and scraps of clothing. ]

I
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER
WHY DID I PICK IT UP

[ This is a picture of a frog in a magician’s hat. ]

I ACTUALLY HAD A NIGHTMARE ABOUT KILLING ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AGAIN
BUT THAT’S DEPRESSING SO HERE’S WONDER FROG

[ This is a picture of a bloody scalpel next to a … horrible monster! It seems to be made entirely of cut off ears. Honestly, it looks a little silly, but …

But Belos being in frame, grinning as he holds a pointed ear in his hand is not. For some reason, he has red hair. ]

THIS IS JUST A MESS ALL AROUND
ALOY CUT MY EAR OFF DURING THE GAME AND I AM NOT OVER IT
IT JUST - IT WAS TOO FRESH
I SHOULD HAVE TOLD HER NO
I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN MOUSE

WHEN DOES TRAUMA STOP HURTING?
VIKTOR SAYS IT WILL TAKE TIME BUT THERE NEVER SEEMS TO BE ENOUGH TIME
I JUST WANT DISTANCE NOW
HOW DO I GET THAT??
HOW DO I FEEL BETTER?

[ There is no entry for Night 80 due to Hunter going home for a canon update. ]

[ There is also no entry for Night 81 because Hunter is still absent. ]

I DIDN'T REALLY DREAM ANYTHING LAST NIGHT, TO BE HONEST
I THINK MY HEAD WAS STILL FULL OF ALL THOSE MEMORIES COMING BACK AT ONCE
AND BEING HERE AGAIN

IT'S REALLY GOOD TO COME BACK AFTER HAVING SOME SPACE
LOOKING BACK OVER MY OLD ENTRIES, I THINK I WAS REALLY IN A BAD PLACE?
AT LEAST IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD
EVEN IF I WAS DOING ALL RIGHT IN GENERAL
I NEEDED TIME

ANYWAY
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU READ THESE MESSAGES
OR IF YOU HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH WHAT HAPPENED
BUT
THANK YOU, YFANKE

LAST NIGHT I DREAMED ABOUT THE PALISMAN I'VE BEEN CARVING FOR VIN
I MOSTLY HAD THE IDEA IN MIND BUT THIS REALLY HELPED PUT THE FINISHING TOUCHES ON
LIKE MAKING THAT FLUFF MOONLIGHT WHITE
THAT LOOKS BETTER, RIGHT?
A LITTLE DREAMING HELPS WITH PALISMEN

I THINK I'LL TRY TO DREAM ABOUT EM EVERY TIME I MAKE ONE
A LITTLE DEDICATION TO YFANKE THERE TOO
THAT WAY THERE'S A LITTLE MORE DEVOTION MORE OUT IN THE WORLD, MAYBE
HOPEFULLY THAT HELPS

Edited 2023-04-21 01:46 (UTC)

LAST NIGHT I DREAMED I WAS A BIRD AGAIN
WHICH ISN'T REALLY AN UNCOMMON DREAM EXCEPT I FORGOT I CAN ACTUALLY TURN INTO A BIRD??
SO I WOKE UP AND I WAS CONFUSED BECAUSE MY BED WAS REALLY BIG
AND THEN I REMEMBERED "OH YEAH, I CAN TURN INTO A BIRD"
SLEEP BIRDING IS A THING I GUESS

IT WAS NICE THOUGH. I LIKE HAVING WINGS
AND I LIKE HANGING OUT IN THE GARDEN WITH ORI, EVEN IF HE'S GRUMPY WHEN I PESTER HIM TOO MUCH
HE LIKES HAVING COMPANY THOUGH, I CAN TELL

THAT ... COULD HAVE GONE A LOT WORSE
THE GAME I MEAN
THOUGH ALSO THE DREAM? BECAUSE I DREAMED ABOUT THE GAME
I WAS STILL BEING HELD HOSTAGE BY EGG, BUT THIS TIME IT WASN'T MY BROTHERS
IT WAS ALOY WHO HAD ME
SHE KEPT TAKING MY EARS
AND THEY KEPT GROWING BACK?
AND THERE WAS JUST A PILE OF THEM

THAT'S TOO MANY EARS
SO IT WAS HORRIFYING, BUT ALSO A LITTLE GOOFY AT THE SAME TIME
A PILE OF EARS!
WHO DOES THAT
IT HELPED ME WAKE UP BEFORE IT GOT TOO BAD

I HAVEN'T BEEN DRAWING
I NEED TO FIX THAT SORRY
I FORGOT WHERE I PUT MY ART SUPPLIES
I PUT THEM SOMEWHERE SAFE! A YEAR AGO!! IN MY HEAD ANYWAY
THEY MIGHT BE OUTSIDE AND RUINED BY NOW

OH YEAH THE DREAM UH
THIS TIME I DREAMED ABOUT THE MOON BEING OUT? IT WAS A REALLY NICE MOON
I WAS SITTING ON THE TOP OF THE TEMPLE AND IT KEPT GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER
AND THAT GOT A LITTLE NERVE WRACKING I GOTTA SAY
LUZ HAD THIS VIDEO GAME WITH THE SAME PREMISE I THINK AND IT GAVE ME PANIC ATTACKS
BUT THIS TIME IT WASN'T BAD. I THOUGHT I SAW A PLEASANT FACE IN IT
MAYBE THAT WAS YOU, YFANKE
I LIKE TO THINK SO ANYWAY

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