neonleon: <user name="spaceconfessional"> (talking - you're in my light)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-12 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Leaning back a little, still hugging his knees.]

I mean, the company's not great but at least you aren't hurting him or anyone else.
neonleon: <user name="spaceconfessional"> (talking - dying's nbd)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-12 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. That's... what I wanted.

[Is it?]
neonleon: <user name="spaceconfessional"> (talking - it went wrong?)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-12 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Would Dad be proud finally? Would he finally see Leonardo as worthy of a little respect and trust? Sure, this isn't Shredder or Krang, but he's doing what needs to be done to protect others at his own expense. They all fight better together, but sometimes isn't it better for only one to go through it?

Those threads of insecurity and doubt tighten around his arm, just gently tugging at him now.
]


I... I dunno right now.
neonleon: <user name="spaceconfessional"> (angry - solo leader)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-12 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
...I'm not a stand-in.
neonleon: <user name="malagraphic"> (worried - am I enough?)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-12 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I-

Yeah, he did, but. He knows I'm not.
neonleon: <user name="spaceconfessional"> (reflection - planning in the moment)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-12 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
And what makes you so sure?

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-12 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[His thoughts go a hundred mile a minute - of course he did - tactile overload - because of hiBeause of Him his fault, Leo's fault - and he tries to rub at his face, but the threads are starting to tangle.]

He wasn't in a position he could.
neonleon: <user name="spaceconfessional"> (sad - she did die)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-13 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
We're twins, it's not like that.

[They aren't, it's a fun debate they have constantly - not actually twins, not the same breed, they don't even have a clear idea of how old they are, are they 14 or 16? Who knows, only Splinter knows but-]

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-13 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
We're twins. We decided when we were kids.

[Maybe it was more Leo pushing the idea, but Donnie agreed to it, their push and pull argument about it, it's their language.]
neonleon: <user name="spaceconfessional"> (annoyed - cranky cause you lost)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-13 01:33 pm (UTC)(link)
It's how it works for us.

[A little too focused now to notice.]
neonleon: <user name="spaceconfessional"> (annoyed - I will KILL you)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-13 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
We aren't fake. They're my brothers, both of them.

[Nevermind he's the reason Donnie's been having Episodes since the Krang. He's the reason Raph's eye is fucked up. They trusted his plan and it got them nearly killed.]
neonleon: <user name="malagraphic"> (upset - in pain)

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-13 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[Those first few threads of doubt are still wrapped around his dominant arm, leaving Leo to watch Belos.

But what has he contributed lately? Nearly getting them killed, worrying them, going temporarily blind because his team lost...

I have a LOT of questions regarding when we get there

You just don't get it.]


It doesn't matter! We're brothers. We don't always have to get along, but we always have each others' backs.

[personal profile] neonleon 2022-11-13 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[The threads pull, tearing into his skin with the weight as he's hoisted up with a gasp. Shit when did this start? When did he have time to do this? Shit fuck, what can he do? His ninpo sparks and flickers, the doubt of the words too strong.]

Let me go.

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